MY HEART LIES IN LOS ANGELES.

i promised myself i wouldn’t feel this way again and i broke my own promise. i know the most amazing things are going to have to have some form of an end. this situation in particular, where our hearts are on the line, is where i know i’m going to get hurt if i keep going. and i’m ready. i’m down to get hurt. i want to get hurt. thats right baby carrot i’m ready for you to break me. 

lets be as happy as we fuckin’ can and be honest when if you don’t feel the same. be honest, real and i’ll respect that of you so much. i won’t hassle you, and i won’t hurt you or bite back. i won’t be sad because this is what i signed up for when i expressed these emotions. but i know for a fact that this, through all the future heartbreak, is going to be worth it.

it doesn’t need an explanation but you’ve made me the happiest in a very long time. you’ve drawn me back towards making risks again and to be unafraid. i’m not afraid that i might be in the way if you find someone else, in which i will stand aside gracefully and let your emotions decide what you want. and i will respect any decision you make if its honest.

all in all, i never want to burn a bridge with you. if this doesn’t work out, i don’t want it to mean i’m never going to be there for you and vice versa. i care more about you beyond any relationship. i unconditionally care about you. as a friend, romantically, or anything. whenever or whatever the end is, i’m prepared to smile back at you one day and be proud that you’re in my life as a good person, whether you find anything in me or someone else. but for now, lets see where we go, lets have an adventure and have fucking fun. it’s a goddamn summer, unlimited! ALLONS-Y.

alright cool just had to get that out in words because i never know what to say about this haaaaa.

hawkeyedriza:

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nannajane:

in 7 years its going to be the 20s again so we can bring back swing music and the aesthetics of that era but keep modern values who’s with me

you can’t repeat the past

can’t repeat the past? why, of course you can! of course you can. 

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